First Week Of School

So it came and it went and I made it! School was awesome. For the first two days I had to map out where I was going, but once I established what class I was in and where it was, it was a piece of cake. I've met a lot of friends. Two I hang out with all the time are Mary and Sara. Their awesome! ^_^ I have friends in every one of my classes and that makes me happy. The down side is that I can't find a job and if I don't get one on campus, I lose my first semester of work study! That's so gay! that thousand dollars should be mine. XD Anyways. . . Everything is going good. I'm caught up in all my classes and ahead in one. Don't ask how that happened, I was bored. Now if only I can find a job. Too bad this city practically gives work study to EVERYONE. >.<

Back To School

Well here I am back in Cedar City. I got all the classes I want, a schedule that rocks, and I'm really close to getting a job! Orientation was great and I met a couple of new friends! It seems everything is settling in. My friend Tyler got some of his roommates, Jake and Nick, and we're waiting for freshman week to start. I'm applying for a janitorial job that will work me in the morning. Evening would be good but my last class gets done at like four o'clock. Hopefully I can get this job and make arrangements! There was this job for correcting papers for a class, but you had to have had the class so that sucked. But if I don't get these jobs, I'm going to a job fair on the twenty first. Hopefully there will be something for me there. But for now, I'm really hoping to be a custodian. XD

Depressed And Angst

Why do people have to be stupid? Why does my friend who I have lived next door to and known since the fourth grade have to be immature? Why does she have to break my heart and make me want to be back in Cedar City? So depressed and it pisses me off. I need a hug but there's no one here at 11:18 at night to administer one. I want to know she acted that way. I want to know where our friendship went. I want everything to be back to normal. So many things I want but I know I won't get. I need something reassuring. Something to hold onto. Love? Different friends? Only thing I have is optimisim and Marvel Comics. Come save me Captain America, Spiderman, Iron Man, Avengers, any hero? I'm digging a hole I can climb out of.

Look at me being all emo. -_- I don't mean to be. I just want to be happy and to over with all this drama!

Any success? Maybe not but I know I can be happy without one more friend. I don't know if she was really a friend. I am not the back up. I can't come at her beck and call. Screw her. It's over. No more friendship for her.

Grrr. . . Now angst.

Great. Good Night!