One Giant Headache

It started November 2nd when I had my Advising meeting. I was told to register on the 4th so I was content with that. I had all my classes picked out and knew what teachers I wanted. The headache of course started that Friday before because I was so worried about getting my classes. It got worse on Tuesday when I saw the limited seats in my English 2010 class. I panicked and began to come up with back up plans. The only way I saw myself getting into that class was if I stayed up until midnight to register. Too bad my English class was full as of two o'clock that same Tuesday. So defeated and exhausted, I still registered at midnight and settled for a English 2020 class which is Creative Writing. Ever since then I've been one big mess. Something goes wrong here and then another thing goes wrong there. I'm forced to make decisions I don't want to make and I'm forced to go places I don't want to go. I can't sleep and calling family has gotten limited. I just feel like no one is really listening to me and right now in this crucial stage of my college life, I need it. To make matters worse, I'm always rushed and I'm hitting the good old soda really hard. I don't know if I can survive two weeks, and if I do, I wonder if I'll be a mess when I go home. Why can't Thanksgiving break be a week earlier? Why can't I go home this weekend to get things fixed? Why can't it just all be over?