Thursday, December 31, 2009

New Year's Resolutions

1. I promise to write on my blog every Friday.
2. I resolve to lose some weight.
3. I will buy more comics books to add to my slowly growing collection.
4. I will go to church every Sunday and be a good little church girl. :)
5. I resolve to get an apartment for next fall.

There are many more little promises to myself that I am making but those seem to be the biggest one. Especially number five. I think it would be better to live in an apartment and I have applied for Scholarship housing. And if I don't get that, it won't be a problem because there are other places I am looking to move into. College way for instance. I have been losing some wieght due to the fact that I park as far away as possible but I could do more. Moving down to Cedar City has been good for my spiritual self so I really do want to go to church more. And comic books. Does anyone really need to ask?

I have spent almost three weeks at home for winter break and have loved it. I got some awesome stuff for Christmas and have hit some awesome sales. Among the things I got was the new updated and expanded Marvel Encyclopedia. It has everything new and the updates are Amazing. I can't believe how awesome it is. But now it's New Years Eve and I head back to Cedar City on Sunday and then start the new semester on Monday. Here's to an awesome new year and an awesome new semester!

Saturday, December 5, 2009

And Now It's Over!

It is! The first semester of my college life is over. Through the stressful times, the happy times, and the counting down of days I have managed to get to the end. All I have to do now is take my finals and wait for my mom, dad, and twin sister to come pick me up next Saturday! Christmas break is going to be so amazing! Three weeks of being a bum at my house. Of course I've offered to help Cicily with the children, offered my mom some help at her school, and hang out with frieds. Throw in some visiting with old teachers and it is going to be awesome! I can't wait for Christmas this year! I'm applying for scholarship housing! My stay at my grandparents house I guess was only for a year so I thought I'd apply for some free housing! :D Cross your fingers that I get it!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

One Giant Headache

It started November 2nd when I had my Advising meeting. I was told to register on the 4th so I was content with that. I had all my classes picked out and knew what teachers I wanted. The headache of course started that Friday before because I was so worried about getting my classes. It got worse on Tuesday when I saw the limited seats in my English 2010 class. I panicked and began to come up with back up plans. The only way I saw myself getting into that class was if I stayed up until midnight to register. Too bad my English class was full as of two o'clock that same Tuesday. So defeated and exhausted, I still registered at midnight and settled for a English 2020 class which is Creative Writing. Ever since then I've been one big mess. Something goes wrong here and then another thing goes wrong there. I'm forced to make decisions I don't want to make and I'm forced to go places I don't want to go. I can't sleep and calling family has gotten limited. I just feel like no one is really listening to me and right now in this crucial stage of my college life, I need it. To make matters worse, I'm always rushed and I'm hitting the good old soda really hard. I don't know if I can survive two weeks, and if I do, I wonder if I'll be a mess when I go home. Why can't Thanksgiving break be a week earlier? Why can't I go home this weekend to get things fixed? Why can't it just all be over?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

My Birthday!

So my brithday was amazing! It was last Friday but it was still amazing! Now I did all my family festivities on Harvest Holiday which was fun and a much needed stay with my family. On my actual birthday, I was surprised by my friends and by my grandparents. But before I get to that Friday I have to talk about that Thursday. I work every Tuesday and Thursday and my amazing supervisor Jana went and got pizza and brownies and Me, Jana, and my other co-worker Jenny had a little party for my birthday. It was so nice and so cool! Then on Friday I had to take my Communications 1310 test and I can't wait to get the test results back! I felt that I did so well and just want to see what I got. But on with what happened. So I took that Test and hung out for the longest while before my math progress meeting. And I told my math teacher it was my birthday and she gave me candy! Haha it was fuuny. Then I met up with my friend Mary who gave me the most coolest thing ever! She got me an exact replica of Captain America's shield! Needless to say I know who I'm going to be for Halloween. Of course I got tons of money from my parents and my grandparents but the coolest part was going to see the Cirque du Freak Vampire's Assistant movie that came out right on my birthday!!! It was amazing and I was proud on how it was directed. Of course I dragged Mary with me and Tyler and Nataly got me kickin' cupcakes! I really appreciate all my friends and family did for me to bring me the best birthday ever!

Monday, October 19, 2009

Coming Home

So this was the most awesomness three day weekend ever! I finally drove back home! Yay me! It was fun and really fast but Traffic in Salt Lake was awful! Why are people such bone heads when they drive on the freeway? It's not thath ard to 1. follow the speed limit, 2. Not get on my a**, and 3. change lanes when they're supposed to! Gall! Anyways! Saturday I went to the movies with my mom! And then me, my sister Morgan, and my parents went to Red Lobster for our birthday dinner, even though my birthday is next week! :D But food was awesome! Then on Sunday I went to Lagoon with Morgan and my friend Meranda. It was fun and really hot we all gota little sick. And now today I am heading home, but I was able to hang out with my otehr friend Kaylee and go to breakfast and go to my mom's class! Weekend well spent. Now if only I can get out of here! XD

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Something Random

Hey! Haven't been on in a while, but here's some updates. I've been having an awesome time at SUU and can't believe that the semester is almost over! Overall I THINK I'm doing well in my classes, I just don't know how to check my grades yet. I have a job working in the college of Education in a place called the Production Center. I basically babysit a room and make sure people sign in or use the right stuff. But it's a job and I'm actually liking it! I get to do my homework and play on fancy Mac computers. Oh! I asked a boy out for the first time just for kicks and giggles. I wanted to go to a free movie the school was showing but it was a scary movie and he didn't really like scary movies. But I didn't care if he wanted to go or not. I was just so proud that I asked! :D Yay! Anyways things are going really well and I can't wait to go up to Roy next weekend! I get to see a baby blessing and see all my family again! Everything is going swell! Well, until next time! ^_^

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Hey there Hey!

Hey so just to update people! I got a job! I work in the education building on the second floor and it's all thanks to my neighbor across the street! Yay! Oh and I get to go home two weekends in a row! I'm so excited because for one weekend it's for my nephews baby blessing and I thought I wasn't going to be able to go but my grandparents are going and I'm hitching a ride with them! I'm so excited! Yay!

Monday, September 7, 2009

-Sigh-

Well it was Labor Day weekend. More of Do-Homework Weekend. I did the majority of it yesterday and today but I really just wanted to hang out. Which I did but it's kind of hard when most of my friends go home during the weekends. And it's even harder to find a friend to go up with me. But I do have a possibility of a job! One of the deans of education knows my grandparents and knows of my plight to get a job. So I called him and he was wondering if I was up to doing some sort of filing. When I said of course he said he would consult the office and I guess I have an interview tomorrow! He never specified time so I'm going right after my eight o'clock class that ends before nine. I'm so excited! It will only be ten hours a week but it'll give me some spending money! I got really homesick this weekend. I just wanted to drive up and see everyone but I can't. I'm not allowed to travel by myself. >.> I Think I'd be fine!!! But I can't challenge my parents wanting me to be safe. And I think that even if I tried to leave by myself, my grandparents would invite themselves along for the ride. So rather than risk the impossible I'll stick to the possible. That is if I can find a friend who wants to ride up to Roy. Most of the people here are from Cedar City, Parowan, Enoch, Brian Head, or Nevada. <.< Kind of awkward to just be like "Hey want to go to Roy?" I tried that. . . Didn't end well. Well until next time friends. . .

Saturday, August 29, 2009

First Week Of School

So it came and it went and I made it! School was awesome. For the first two days I had to map out where I was going, but once I established what class I was in and where it was, it was a piece of cake. I've met a lot of friends. Two I hang out with all the time are Mary and Sara. Their awesome! ^_^ I have friends in every one of my classes and that makes me happy. The down side is that I can't find a job and if I don't get one on campus, I lose my first semester of work study! That's so gay! that thousand dollars should be mine. XD Anyways. . . Everything is going good. I'm caught up in all my classes and ahead in one. Don't ask how that happened, I was bored. Now if only I can find a job. Too bad this city practically gives work study to EVERYONE. >.<

Friday, August 14, 2009

Back To School


Well here I am back in Cedar City. I got all the classes I want, a schedule that rocks, and I'm really close to getting a job! Orientation was great and I met a couple of new friends! It seems everything is settling in. My friend Tyler got some of his roommates, Jake and Nick, and we're waiting for freshman week to start. I'm applying for a janitorial job that will work me in the morning. Evening would be good but my last class gets done at like four o'clock. Hopefully I can get this job and make arrangements! There was this job for correcting papers for a class, but you had to have had the class so that sucked. But if I don't get these jobs, I'm going to a job fair on the twenty first. Hopefully there will be something for me there. But for now, I'm really hoping to be a custodian. XD

Friday, August 7, 2009

Depressed And Angst

Why do people have to be stupid? Why does my friend who I have lived next door to and known since the fourth grade have to be immature? Why does she have to break my heart and make me want to be back in Cedar City? So depressed and it pisses me off. I need a hug but there's no one here at 11:18 at night to administer one. I want to know she acted that way. I want to know where our friendship went. I want everything to be back to normal. So many things I want but I know I won't get. I need something reassuring. Something to hold onto. Love? Different friends? Only thing I have is optimisim and Marvel Comics. Come save me Captain America, Spiderman, Iron Man, Avengers, any hero? I'm digging a hole I can climb out of.

Look at me being all emo. -_- I don't mean to be. I just want to be happy and to over with all this drama!

Any success? Maybe not but I know I can be happy without one more friend. I don't know if she was really a friend. I am not the back up. I can't come at her beck and call. Screw her. It's over. No more friendship for her.

Grrr. . . Now angst.

Great. Good Night!

Monday, July 27, 2009

My Life So Far

Here I am in Cedar City. So far I have met new relatives, traveled to St. George and Hurricane, and lounged about. I went a week without internet and now I have it thanks to my loving grandparents. I am going back up to Roy for a visit and to do a tradition thing. Roy Days is coming and I always go to the carnival with one of my friends who is like a sister to me. CARLY! :D I'm setteled for the most part in Cedar but I have been dying to go back up for this. Luckily my friends Tyler and Natalie are going up and I am hitching a ride with them up then coming back down with my mom. It's going to be a fun adventure. Well I have to go. . . Something about. . . I dunno. See ya!

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Hello Cedar City!

I made it! I'm in Cedar City and school starts next month! Driving down was okay. My hand went numb a couple of times and eventually my mom took over the driving. We dropped my stuff off at my grandparents and then went straight up to my cabin! I love it, but I don't want to go back for the rest of the summer. Driving up and down constantly is kind of a pain. Oh and no cell phone service! <3 I'm just glad to now be settling down into my grandparents place now. Oh and hanging out with my friend Tyler isn't bad either. I'm hoping this experience goes well and that I don't get that much homesick. That would surely suck. Now I just need to plan when I'm coming up for visits during the holidays. Roy Days is up in the air. I hope I can come back. :S Well gotta go. Some must need things have to get done. See ya!

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Packing For SUU

So here I am, about to leave in a week, and I have started my packing. When I say packing I mean big mess! My room has never looked so dirty, except perhaps not since Morgan and I shared the room. It's weird looking through all my old junior and high school stuff. It's all random and all over the place and today I get to work on throwing things away. As I was packing my books and movies and multiple games, I came to one problem. What am I going to do with all my comic books? No not stupid little animes, I mean the awesome stuff. Captain America, Batman, and Superman, all in a tiny box I received during Christmas. It's just one of the many speed bumps in my packing schedule. Not to mention the stress! This week is my last week at work and at home. I'm going to miss a lot of people. All my family and friends. But I'm way excited to move!!! :D

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Update!

So here I am, talking about what I have been through. My "scheduled" cycle has hit. FOUR DAYS OF CRAMPS! It has sucked so bad that I want it to be over! Seriously, yesterday I was close to tears. But hey! The doctor says that I should function normally after this. I'm going to have a few bad ones but normal! Work has been going good. Except for the total attitude I gave to one of my supervisors on Saturday. I felt so bad that I was again close to tears. Hopefully I'll get a chance to apologize. Now all I have to do is start packing for my move. It's going to be a chore but I can't wait! :D

Thursday, June 18, 2009

How, so far, My Life Has Sucked

So it all started when I got sick last Tuesday. I was dizzy and naueseated. As the week progressed, my throat began to hurt and I started having fevers. It got worse on Friday after work when I was totally overheating and not breathing. I didn't work Saturday and recooperated through the weekend. Monday I am a little better. No more dizziness and fevers but my cough was worse and I really couldn't breath. So Tuesday I go to the local NowCare and found out I have sinus bronchitis! Yay! I have to have an inhaler, antibiotic, and a cough syrup. It's been going good. I can breath and I can finally sleep without a coughing fit! But now let's move on to my next problem. I haven't been having not regular "cycles". So we went to an OBGYN to see what was the matter. It was bad. Really bad. I have "build up" and the doctor almost sent me to surgery for an DNC! Then they called back and was like "Oh we can just give you a shot that will make your 'cycle' clean ya out!" Yay three needles in one day! (I had my blood drawn and got my last gardasil shot.) Only problem is. . . I am totally going to be a monster in five days. --__-- Why the cruelness to my body? It is at war and I am the casualty.
-Well better be off. I shall update my misfortunes later. 29 DAYS!!!!!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Summer!

Well it's summer vacation and it's all fun in the sun and swimming and such. Uh no. Here it's rain, clouds, rain, wind, annoying air show, and RAIN! But there is a good thing. I leave soon. I am working my tail feather off. I'm getting MONEY!!!! :D What's not to like about that? I'm sad that soon I will have to quit my job and move down to Cedar. But I know that this is right. I need to get away. Not from my family because I will be living with family still. I need more experiences than fast food and angry people. I mean seriously, don't complain about food because it all goes into your tummy. Now that I ranted in a weird and odd manner. . . Yay! Summer vacation! Soon I won't be doing anything, just waiting for school to start! Yay college!

Saturday, May 30, 2009

GRADUATION!

Well it came and went! I am no longer a reacquiring student at Roy high, or Sand ridge Jr. High. It was an amazing ceremony and it went by faster than I thought. It was nice to say my final goodbye. Mom took a lot of pictures and my grandparents were there and my Scott and Cic and Mitch and Chelcie. It was nice to know they were there because I couldn't see them. I even got to wave to my favorite Teacher before I sat down! :D After the graduation, we had a BBQ at my house with the family and my mom and dad gave me and Morgan lap tops!! I looked at my mom and said that I just wasted forty bucks in a raffle. Good thing I didn't win that lap top! But after that we just hung out because the senior party wasn't until ten. I played with my lap top and took a nap because I knew we would be up all hours! The senior party was at fat cats which was freaking awesome! We got free bowling, mini golf, bumper cars, and food and drink. Arcade games were extra but it was still fun. Those bumper cars were amazing! I never wanted to get off. That and me and Morgan played a bunch of arcade games and I got a light up light saber sword thing! :D We went home around two and slept for an hour because we had to be at the school at like Four Thirty. It was there that I found out that I didn't win the lap top but I did win a fifteen dollar gift card to blockbuster. That isn't bad. But I am so happy for Morgan! She won a iPod nano! Now she doesn't have to buy one and it is a pretty black color. The breakfast was amazing and I'm going to miss all my friends and favorite teachers. High school was fun but now it's time for college! Oh and I will oput pictures up soon. I don't have them on my lap top.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Graduation

Well the days turned to weeks, turned to months, turned into an enitre year. Graduation is this Thursday! I will be walking and coming closer and closer to my college dreams. All my grades are set, stupid government is a C >_<, my teachers all love me, :), and I'm ready for a new adventure. Sure I'll miss good old Roy but I really need to get out. My countdown clock is getting smaller and everyone at work keeps asking me how many days till I leave. It's going to be sad, but I'm ready. I just hope my grandparents are! XD

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

What Can I Say

Things have been a little topsy turvy. I spent my weeked feeling really low. Like bad low and of course Sunday Family dinner doesn't really make it better. I'm always attacked by Scott for my gameboy that I hide ON PURPOSE so he can spend time with us without being overly geeky. (Cicily I do not know HOW you can stand it. ;D) Mitch and Chelcie eat and split and I really like it when they're there. I really don't get to see them much. But that wasn't the start of my low. Nope it started in foods when some -insert swear word- dirty boys began to talk about sex and make crude comments about one of their girlfriends and then started making some awful comments about me. That kind of sent me spinning. Then I go to work and five. And, not to be complainy, but when I work at five I expect to not be on a register because we should have someone on all three registers. But, we have one girl wh oi have more experience than who manages to clock on before me and hide so that someone else gets a window. I think she should work on a window! It just isn't fair that I have to feel like I am being punished for some undone thing. That happened both Friday night and Saturday! I was the last person to clock on Saturday and I was put on window one, the newbie window. I felt so dejected! I really felt like both night and weekend managers were punishing me and it really made me upset. Not to mention the casualties I accumlated. A crushed finger from a register, bruises and bumps and ug! And this girl who gets whatever station she wants, is cocky and tends to mess things up. But that's mean. I really do like this girl but I think she is treating work as a social gathering other than getting something done. I only have like two months left so I'll try not to explode on her or tell the managers, I'll leave that to Morgan and this other girl who seem to like to complain to me and not do anything about it. >.<

This week is going better though! I just need to survive the two weeks to graduation and then the rest of the time till I move. So much excitement and nervousness! :D

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Hate, Hate, and Hate and Rant

You know those days where you just want to sit in bed and listen to music? yeah I call those music therapy days. Days like Mondays, where you have to work or you have a major test you just didn't study for. Well I've had a couple of days like this already. My first one was a Monday. School was great! I rather do love my A day schedule and I didn't have to go to my AP government class. But once I hit work, it was like a bomb exploded. My head ached and I blame it really on one person. At my job, it takes one person to back us up. It seemed like we were backed up all the way till we closed. And what I don't get is that on some of these people I work with, I have more experience, yet I'm the one on window while they mess up! Sometimes, they don't even stay on their assigned station. They think that they are so bad aced that they can gallavant and order around people who have been there longer than they have. I really don't have this problem, but I better not get window on Friday becasue I get there at Five! That should guareentee me shakes or selling! But anyways. I also don't get why I am constantly being yelled at at work. It's like I can do nothing right and sometimes I feel like I'm a newbie. I hate that some of the newbies constantly give me crap. I actually told one that I could take crap and jokes, but I can't take them at the same time. I just hope that I don't have this problem when I move. And I hope that I'm not a problem for anyone. On a lighter note, my AP English Lit test is tomorrow and I am very excited about it. Never before have I felt this ready for a test. But I love English so it should be easy. Wish me luck!!!

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Cotillion 2009



So let's do an instant recap! I went to la Caille, got sick, missed school, got a cold, and got asked to Senior Cotillion by my friend Ryan. I was so happy to be finally over all my sickness to be able to go! The dance was yesterday! At nine o'clock in the morning, I was picked up and whisked away to Village Inn for breakfast. I went with a group of my favorite friends! Megan and her boyfriend Blake, Elise and her date Pierce, and of course me and Ryan. It was so fun and breakfast was great! After breakfast, we went to Blake's house and played Guitar Hero World Tour and a whole bunch of other games. Oh and we watched Clue. At like three o'clock, I was dropped back at my house to get ready. So I was told that I was going to be picked up at seven for dinner, but Ryan called me at six and said that they were coming over in five minutes! Cicily had to rush my hair and I had to get dressed. Turns out Megan and Blake got stuck taking pictures for twenty minutes! So we head over to Harmon's to wait for Pierce and Elise to meet us and me and Megan are standing outside the car getting gawked, honked, and waved at by strangers. Blake couldn't handle it and told us to get back inside. Once we did though, Megan got right back out and walked across the street and was about to cross the intersection when Pierce pulled up. O.o We got to Golden Coral and are eating when Elise's mom comes up and takes our pictures! So weird! After Dinner, we went and traveled Shopko! It was pretty funny because we were all in our nice clothes and people were still staring! The dance started at eight and we didn't get there till ten! It ended at eleven. We had barely enough time to get single and group pictures! But poor Pierce! He got food poisoning and was in the bathroom the entire time! :( But we still had fun and got to dance in a big group! After the dance we went to Megan's house and watched a movie. But my mom texted me at one thirty and was like Come Home! So I did. But it was the most fantastic night of my life! :D

Monday, April 20, 2009

I Really Hate Government

ALMOST DONE! BEAR CRAWLING TO THE END! School right now is sucking worse than anything I have ever done. It's going by so slow and I want out. In my government class, it will be nothing but tests this week. We had a chapter test. I failed. We're going to have a unit test on Wednesday. We're taking a practice AP test on Friday. We're taking an Essay test on Tuesday. Then Correcting both practice and essay on Thursday. I feel bad because I'm not even taking the stupid AP test. I took two AP classes this year. Government and AP Literature. I decided to take the test that might be most beneficial to me. AP Literature. I'm sure if I told my Gov Teacher this, he'd get all sorts of angry. So I button my lip and struggle through. I just hope I survive to graduation. -_-

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

My Awards

So on Monday I checked my e-mail to find an awesome little message. SUU must have gotten my commitment fee or something because I got Financial Awards! Yes you heard it here people! :D First I got a Federal Pell Grant that is $1150 dollars for fall and spring semester. Second I got Federal Work Study for $1000 dollars a semester. (This I am so excited about yay!)Then I got a Stafford loan for $1750 a semester. Yay! In all it's like $3900 dollars for my freshman year. I want to move so bad! Graduation is next month! It's taking forever!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

A Mystery Written

Spring Break. It's suppsoed to be awesome and totally free of any work. Well except for me. I have spent two (going to be three tomorrow) days working. But i can't complain. I love my job. That and I have done nothing but homework! First, I had to read Things Fall Apart for my English class, I did a song for Creative Writing, I have to finish my Psychology homework, oh and I have Government homework. Yippee. But I have gotten alot done on the fun side. I managed to finish not only Things Fall Apart, but The Tale of Desperaux, I'm finishing Alice in Wonderland, and I am starting on another book that is one of my moms. XD I really don't want this weekend to end. I love being free of school. But next month I graduate! Total Yayness!!!!!!!!! :D

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Senior Year

As school draws to an end, I am feeling jumpy. I want out. I want freedom. I want to be down in SUU. I want my new little nephew. But enough of that. I was thinking today in my boring AP Government class about how my high school has affected me. I went through a major change my sophomore year. I discovered my bright peppy self and felt okay with my hand. Enough to make fun of it like nothing. I started losing interest in anime and manga and fell in love with Marvel. Oh and I met Kolton. :) In my junior year things went kind of sour. My drama teacher was in major trouble. They said that he had nasty things on three computers and basically ruined his life and the lives of the students in his classes. Me being one of them. I felt like I went through an emotional change. I was depressed for like three and a half months. Luckily, God didn't want me alone and sent Kolton to Help me. ^_^ He did and I found hope in humanity, though I'm still having trust issues I think. Now here I am in my senior year. I think I have a mood disorder. I really want to go to college and meet new people and I want to write books. I'm just glad that I'm not going someplace unfamiliar. In Cedar City I have my loving grandparents and some other distant relatives and I'm not that far from some relatives I haven't seen for a long time. One of my best friends is also going to SUU. He's funny and I know he can help me with some stuff. ;) Even if he's not allowed to stay at my grandparents house. XD But I can't wait to change in my freshman year. And I hope that I have tons of friends to help me change. To be a better Meghan.

Monday, March 30, 2009

Being Scared

So I just got a phone call. It was an out of area number and Morgan just handed it over. "Meghan?" It sounds kust like Kolton who should be busy doing super missionary work. I freak out and yell: "Kolton?!" "Um no it's so-and-so from church." >_< First of all it scared the crap out of me because he sounded just like Kolton. And second, if it was Kolton, he shouldn't be calling me. (And he only had a cell phone number from me). So embarassment set aside, this week is going off kind of crappy. I feel like doo. My stomach is hurting, I want to hug a toliet, and I have sinus headaches out the wazzoo! It seems sickness travels fast. My mom said that she had five kids gone from her second grade class and one of my friends has the Flu. Why oh why? Oh cool thing! For my creative writing class, my teacher is sending a song to everyone in class and we have to come up with lyrics! It's so kudo fantastic that I am constantly checking my school e-mail and regular e-mail to see if I have it yet. I'll try and post both song and lyrics when it's all done! Have a good week everyone!

Sunday, March 22, 2009

HELLO!

Hey it's been a long time! Let's see. To recap I shall say this: school sucks, work is getting busier and busier, and I can't save money! :D Yay me! I've been in a day dream drab lately. I go from one thing to another and can't seem to keep my thoughts down in writing as fast as I can. I blame my B-Days at school. It's my most boring schedule. Wildlife management, Psychology, Seminary and AP english. If I could rearrange it, i'd only have AP English. But every day I walk into Psychology I declare it iPod day! (Note: electronic devises of any sort aren't allowed in any class. But my teacher is brain dead. ^_^) That and now I declare Seminary an iPod day! But not that often because it's awkward. I'm getting to the point were senioritis is settling in and it's really not helping. That and the prospect of cloudy weather makes it worse. I get all ansty and it's going to get not all that better. This next quarter is my last quarter. The quarter of my graduation! SUU here I come! XD One more hurtle and a speed bump. I still need to tell my boss that I plan on leaving during the busiest season of the year and I'm so scared! O.o Well hope everyone's week goes well. I'm so glad winter is over! :D

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Working a Double

So I think I have found out what might have been the cause of me not working a double. In intense temperatures and work situations where my hands are being used a lot, my right little hand, with its being four fingered and all, begins to ache. Bad. On saturday, I had jokingly said to my supervisor "Hey if you don't send so-and-so home, you should send me because my hand hurts." My supervisor then turned and told me: "that's why you didn't work that double!" I stared for just a second and then my supervisor added: "We didn't want you to get hurt." Never before had I felt so much anger. And it was all directed to my hand. My hand that gives me so much of my personality, the hand that has made me grow and learned to love and that made me so original. A ton of things went through my mind like my difficulty to play the piano and guitar, to do things in PE, all the things that my hand hinders me. The emotion was so intense that I almost started to cry right there at work but gladly didn't. I was so upset that I went straight home and right to bed at ten o'clock.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Worst Week Ever

Let's start with last Saturday. Last Saturday after I had typed up my calm thing about saturday, it turned to ugly. I got in a fight with a coworker about going tubing the next day. It was a horrible experience that left me in tears for the rest of the night despite the fact that we made up and fixed the problem. On Sunday I was still angry about the fight and it got worse when Mitch had his little adventure in the moutains. I called him like three times and cried at least three buckets while I read the comics he gave me for christmas to settle myself down. Then things got better because he was found and all. But then there was back pain. I had this terrible backpain that got worse on Monday and even worse on tuesday so I stayed home on Tuesday. I got yelled at by my guitar teacher on wednesday for not practicing, I think one of my supervisors is angry at me because she thinks I was goofing off on Thrusday, Friday I was mostly by myself, and I was supposed to work a double shift today and was actually looking forward to it but got it taking away. So on the outside I'm placid. On the inside I'm in such angry and sad turmoil I don;t knowwhat to do! :'( This week is such a drag. I want to be graduated and on my way to Cedar City!

Saturday, February 21, 2009

It's a Saturday

You know that feeling when you wake up real late and you just sit there daydreaming? Well that's how I was this morning. Didn't want to even try to move but then I heard my nephew squak and just had to get up. Every Saturday, my mom and my dad take my nephew on errands. They end up having a grand old time and either go out to breakfast or lunch. Well I was fed up with being left at home. So today I got immediately ready and was like: "Can I go?" Of course they almost left without me but I still went. And it was fun! Kyle and I played with a ball at Target. Played Peek-A-Boo in the Baby section of wal-mart, and I thankfull just stared at some Marvel Action Figures at Toys-R-Us. If I had brought my wallet, I'd have bought some action figures. >.< But we ended up going to Chili's for Lunch. Morgan joined us of course. Oh Morgan is trying out for the college orchestra! Yay! I hope she makes it. She's an amazing player and deep down inside, I know I'm gonna miss it. ^_^ good Luck Morgan!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

The People I Love The Most List



1. My mother: my inspiration and my role model. She taught me to be a good reader and a good writer and to not waster a ton of time in college. I love my mommy!
2. My Father: The reason why I love racing and care a lot by my hair. He's tough and hard on me but his heart is in the right place. I love my daddy!
3. My Twin: My other half. We're a yin yang gone wrong. She's my best friend even though we fight a lot. I love Morgie!
4. My Eldest Brother: He's funny and the reason I kind of like baseball. He's a hard worker and I sometimes compare my school life to his school life. I love Scotty!
5. My Elder Brother: I love his extreme-gotta-get-there-now attitude. His determination and so on. That and he kicks butt on a bike. I love Mitchie!
6. My First Sister-In-Law: She's quirky and funny and has cute hair. She's the sanity to Scott's INsanity. I love Cicly!
7. My Second Sister-In-Law: She's super cool, is awesomely creative and cute. She's Mitch's best bud. I love Chelcie!
8. My Grandparents: Well I am going to have to live with them. I know they love me and are excited for me to move down. And I'll be close to my other grandparents and will make an effort to visit them. I love my Grandparents! Both Davis and Bardin!
9. My Extended Family: I love watching Aunts, Uncles, Cousins and anyone else in my family grow and become what they
10. Kolton Mays: My missionary bud with big dreams. My first real date. My first real love. I love Kolton!
11. My Friends: My greatest buds in the whole world! They stick with me through thick and Thin and I'll stick with them! I love: Miranda, Kayla, Kaylee, Carly, Sam, Garrett, and anyone else that are my friends!
12. My Work: Burger Bar will always be with me. My first REAL job. My coworkers rock and I love them. I love the Barger Bar
13. Marvel: Creating my most favorite superheroes in the whole wide world! I love Marvel Comics!
14. Music: My muse, my inspiration. I play the guitar and the piano. Without those and my handy dandy iPod, I wouldn't have been able to survive my teen years. I love Music!

A little late Valentines sentiment I came up with. I have an even odd complex. XD I had to end with an even number. The last two are silly but mostly true. All of these people, and items, I love dearly. Love love love and more love! Happy Late Valentines Day!!!! I have included a pic of my new do! Oh and A little heart from meto you! ;)

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Feeling the Wind

Aw the writer in me has presented herself yet again. As the week has passed in a good deal of time, I feel I must relate. I finally got one of my missionary's addresses. (It's the one I currently need. :D) So I happily wrote him a letter, put a Spider man sticker on the back so he'd get a giggle, and sent if off this morning. I also realized the magic word that will get me to skip any class. Subway. I am SO So So addicted to subway it isn't funny. And almost all the employees at the one by my house should almost know me. And I always get the same thing. An Italian bmt six inch on wheat with pepper jack cheese, ranch, honey mustard, olives, pickles, and banana peppers. They're just lucky I love them for having Dr. pepper too. XD But Morgan didn't want to go to seventh period and I had seminary so she said we would go to Subway and I practically yelled that I would drive. Thank goodness for sisters knowing weaknesses.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Okay. . .

So I have turned my moody self around. It's amazing what will happen when you make a happy playlist. ^_^ So Kolton is gone and I have been waiting patiently for his addresses. A week has gone by and I finally have one! Good thing Kolton is still in the MTC. Because that's the only one I got! XD I thank my friend James for getting it to me in such a speedy rate. >.> Anyways during that week! I've been suffering through random sad spouts. Especially in my English class. I'm finding that I am getting the roll-eyes-and-pass-judgement glances. And I'm thinking: Me?! Me who has been your friend since jr. high?! I guess that doesn't count for anything. ._. I kind of feel like people look at me like the little super hero know it all. But I'm not. Then I had a conversation with my mother about something I usually keep inside. The Twins and Their Battle for Love. But I won't go into those details. I passed the one week mark with lots of bumps and panic attacks. Oh and one of those panic attacks is my guitar teacher casually telling me that I am playing at a Macy's thing. O.o Now I am extremely nervous. >< Well write later. Maybe after spouting off some lines in my novel. :P Oh and I'll have a pic of me and Kolton up soon. My mom's computer is shaky.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Here are some Pictures of my SUU overnight. This mostly happened after the overnight but it was still fun!!!





Friday, January 23, 2009

Missionary

So it has happened. My favoritest guy friend who I love love love! Has left for his mission in Portland Oregon. My friend Kolton left for the MTC on Wednesday and the sadness of the fact has hit hard. I'm sad, moddy, get lots of headaches, and my happy dispostioin practically ices over with sadness. (Oh that's the writer in me. She's feeling lonely too.) And Morgan has come home and made my mood worse. >.< Yay to twins who feel the need to shoot me down when I am on the ground. Any ways. . . I am anxiously waiting for a friend to give me the addresses Kolton gave me on Sunday but of course I lost them. Also thank goodness to being able to write a missionary. Two more years to go! -__-

Friday, January 16, 2009

SUU Overnight

Last week me and my awesome friend Tyler Young got the great opportunity to go down to our future college of Southern Utah University to do an overnight. It was on Thursday and Ended Friday so missing some school was involved. PLUS: We got to miss school! MINUS: I had to miss my final in Communications 2110 which means I'd have to do the individual test and group test by myself! And I was going to miss a test in my AP Government class. Oh well! We went down on Thursday because me and Tyler had to be there by five o'clock. It was fun! We played really fun games that kind of got us out of our shells and I got to meet my hosts and "roommate". Two girls. Sam and Ali. Man they were hilarious! Really loud and funny and the Carolyn was from Cedar City so she knew them and they were so awesome! We got to hang out a little bit so we went to wal mart and got breakfast stuff for Friday. I showed them my hand and they were like: "Awesome! Cool! Sweet! I want to touch it!" Yeah all of that was said. After we hung out for a little bit, we went bowling at the local bowling ally. Then had ice cream and hung out some more. During that time I got two nick names. First Peter because I was wearing a spiderman shirt then Quatro from my hand! Sam would call me one name and then Ali the other. It was hilarious. We didn't go to bed until like one in the morning. Halo and Superstar. Awesome! In the morning we had breakfast and went to a class. We all got split up according to our majors and minors. I went to a critical thinking and listening class. I am so taking that when I get there. Tyler went to a Child's psychology class. He was so excited. We got done at twelve thirty on Friday. They gave us a shirt and some information and a 20% off coupon for the store. So me and Tyler went and got sweat pants. Matching ones. We didn't take them off until Saturday night! XD My grandparents live near the college so we hung out there till Sunday. We went tubing at Brian Head and crashed. Like seriously crashed from exhaustion once we got home. Oh and Tyler got accepted to SUU and practically tackled me in the Rotunda! (Tyler does not know his way around SUU. XD) Now I can't truly wait to move in July!

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Traditions

My mom just posted a little few days ago about our fun tradition with our neighbors. Yeah it's fun and it ends with yummy food and drink, but while they do this tradition, I like to hide. This years place to hide was my room. Seeing as I didn't want to really leave my house and all. So I sat in my room. Texted a few friends. Blared music from my docking station with my iPod. Good ole Underoath, Disturbed, and Hawthorne Heights. (Hint: They scream and provokes violent day dreams). Then I started to feel a little funny. Like the walls were closing in on me and I couldn't breath. I must say my room was a bit messy but not that messy that it should have made me claustrophobic. So for two hours I performed Operation Deep Clean. I cleaned everything! My closet now looks a little disshevleled but a good box can fix that. But just goes to show that even your own safe haven can make you feel a little uncomfortable.