I Really Hate Government

ALMOST DONE! BEAR CRAWLING TO THE END! School right now is sucking worse than anything I have ever done. It's going by so slow and I want out. In my government class, it will be nothing but tests this week. We had a chapter test. I failed. We're going to have a unit test on Wednesday. We're taking a practice AP test on Friday. We're taking an Essay test on Tuesday. Then Correcting both practice and essay on Thursday. I feel bad because I'm not even taking the stupid AP test. I took two AP classes this year. Government and AP Literature. I decided to take the test that might be most beneficial to me. AP Literature. I'm sure if I told my Gov Teacher this, he'd get all sorts of angry. So I button my lip and struggle through. I just hope I survive to graduation. -_-

My Awards

So on Monday I checked my e-mail to find an awesome little message. SUU must have gotten my commitment fee or something because I got Financial Awards! Yes you heard it here people! :D First I got a Federal Pell Grant that is $1150 dollars for fall and spring semester. Second I got Federal Work Study for $1000 dollars a semester. (This I am so excited about yay!)Then I got a Stafford loan for $1750 a semester. Yay! In all it's like $3900 dollars for my freshman year. I want to move so bad! Graduation is next month! It's taking forever!

A Mystery Written

Spring Break. It's suppsoed to be awesome and totally free of any work. Well except for me. I have spent two (going to be three tomorrow) days working. But i can't complain. I love my job. That and I have done nothing but homework! First, I had to read Things Fall Apart for my English class, I did a song for Creative Writing, I have to finish my Psychology homework, oh and I have Government homework. Yippee. But I have gotten alot done on the fun side. I managed to finish not only Things Fall Apart, but The Tale of Desperaux, I'm finishing Alice in Wonderland, and I am starting on another book that is one of my moms. XD I really don't want this weekend to end. I love being free of school. But next month I graduate! Total Yayness!!!!!!!!! :D

Senior Year

As school draws to an end, I am feeling jumpy. I want out. I want freedom. I want to be down in SUU. I want my new little nephew. But enough of that. I was thinking today in my boring AP Government class about how my high school has affected me. I went through a major change my sophomore year. I discovered my bright peppy self and felt okay with my hand. Enough to make fun of it like nothing. I started losing interest in anime and manga and fell in love with Marvel. Oh and I met Kolton. :) In my junior year things went kind of sour. My drama teacher was in major trouble. They said that he had nasty things on three computers and basically ruined his life and the lives of the students in his classes. Me being one of them. I felt like I went through an emotional change. I was depressed for like three and a half months. Luckily, God didn't want me alone and sent Kolton to Help me. ^_^ He did and I found hope in humanity, though I'm still having trust issues I think. Now here I am in my senior year. I think I have a mood disorder. I really want to go to college and meet new people and I want to write books. I'm just glad that I'm not going someplace unfamiliar. In Cedar City I have my loving grandparents and some other distant relatives and I'm not that far from some relatives I haven't seen for a long time. One of my best friends is also going to SUU. He's funny and I know he can help me with some stuff. ;) Even if he's not allowed to stay at my grandparents house. XD But I can't wait to change in my freshman year. And I hope that I have tons of friends to help me change. To be a better Meghan.