Being Scared

So I just got a phone call. It was an out of area number and Morgan just handed it over. "Meghan?" It sounds kust like Kolton who should be busy doing super missionary work. I freak out and yell: "Kolton?!" "Um no it's so-and-so from church." >_< First of all it scared the crap out of me because he sounded just like Kolton. And second, if it was Kolton, he shouldn't be calling me. (And he only had a cell phone number from me). So embarassment set aside, this week is going off kind of crappy. I feel like doo. My stomach is hurting, I want to hug a toliet, and I have sinus headaches out the wazzoo! It seems sickness travels fast. My mom said that she had five kids gone from her second grade class and one of my friends has the Flu. Why oh why? Oh cool thing! For my creative writing class, my teacher is sending a song to everyone in class and we have to come up with lyrics! It's so kudo fantastic that I am constantly checking my school e-mail and regular e-mail to see if I have it yet. I'll try and post both song and lyrics when it's all done! Have a good week everyone!

HELLO!

Hey it's been a long time! Let's see. To recap I shall say this: school sucks, work is getting busier and busier, and I can't save money! :D Yay me! I've been in a day dream drab lately. I go from one thing to another and can't seem to keep my thoughts down in writing as fast as I can. I blame my B-Days at school. It's my most boring schedule. Wildlife management, Psychology, Seminary and AP english. If I could rearrange it, i'd only have AP English. But every day I walk into Psychology I declare it iPod day! (Note: electronic devises of any sort aren't allowed in any class. But my teacher is brain dead. ^_^) That and now I declare Seminary an iPod day! But not that often because it's awkward. I'm getting to the point were senioritis is settling in and it's really not helping. That and the prospect of cloudy weather makes it worse. I get all ansty and it's going to get not all that better. This next quarter is my last quarter. The quarter of my graduation! SUU here I come! XD One more hurtle and a speed bump. I still need to tell my boss that I plan on leaving during the busiest season of the year and I'm so scared! O.o Well hope everyone's week goes well. I'm so glad winter is over! :D

Working a Double

So I think I have found out what might have been the cause of me not working a double. In intense temperatures and work situations where my hands are being used a lot, my right little hand, with its being four fingered and all, begins to ache. Bad. On saturday, I had jokingly said to my supervisor "Hey if you don't send so-and-so home, you should send me because my hand hurts." My supervisor then turned and told me: "that's why you didn't work that double!" I stared for just a second and then my supervisor added: "We didn't want you to get hurt." Never before had I felt so much anger. And it was all directed to my hand. My hand that gives me so much of my personality, the hand that has made me grow and learned to love and that made me so original. A ton of things went through my mind like my difficulty to play the piano and guitar, to do things in PE, all the things that my hand hinders me. The emotion was so intense that I almost started to cry right there at work but gladly didn't. I was so upset that I went straight home and right to bed at ten o'clock.

Worst Week Ever

Let's start with last Saturday. Last Saturday after I had typed up my calm thing about saturday, it turned to ugly. I got in a fight with a coworker about going tubing the next day. It was a horrible experience that left me in tears for the rest of the night despite the fact that we made up and fixed the problem. On Sunday I was still angry about the fight and it got worse when Mitch had his little adventure in the moutains. I called him like three times and cried at least three buckets while I read the comics he gave me for christmas to settle myself down. Then things got better because he was found and all. But then there was back pain. I had this terrible backpain that got worse on Monday and even worse on tuesday so I stayed home on Tuesday. I got yelled at by my guitar teacher on wednesday for not practicing, I think one of my supervisors is angry at me because she thinks I was goofing off on Thrusday, Friday I was mostly by myself, and I was supposed to work a double shift today and was actually looking forward to it but got it taking away. So on the outside I'm placid. On the inside I'm in such angry and sad turmoil I don;t knowwhat to do! :'( This week is such a drag. I want to be graduated and on my way to Cedar City!

It's a Saturday

You know that feeling when you wake up real late and you just sit there daydreaming? Well that's how I was this morning. Didn't want to even try to move but then I heard my nephew squak and just had to get up. Every Saturday, my mom and my dad take my nephew on errands. They end up having a grand old time and either go out to breakfast or lunch. Well I was fed up with being left at home. So today I got immediately ready and was like: "Can I go?" Of course they almost left without me but I still went. And it was fun! Kyle and I played with a ball at Target. Played Peek-A-Boo in the Baby section of wal-mart, and I thankfull just stared at some Marvel Action Figures at Toys-R-Us. If I had brought my wallet, I'd have bought some action figures. >.< But we ended up going to Chili's for Lunch. Morgan joined us of course. Oh Morgan is trying out for the college orchestra! Yay! I hope she makes it. She's an amazing player and deep down inside, I know I'm gonna miss it. ^_^ good Luck Morgan!

The People I Love The Most List

1. My mother: my inspiration and my role model. She taught me to be a good reader and a good writer and to not waster a ton of time in college. I love my mommy!
2. My Father: The reason why I love racing and care a lot by my hair. He's tough and hard on me but his heart is in the right place. I love my daddy!
3. My Twin: My other half. We're a yin yang gone wrong. She's my best friend even though we fight a lot. I love Morgie!
4. My Eldest Brother: He's funny and the reason I kind of like baseball. He's a hard worker and I sometimes compare my school life to his school life. I love Scotty!
5. My Elder Brother: I love his extreme-gotta-get-there-now attitude. His determination and so on. That and he kicks butt on a bike. I love Mitchie!
6. My First Sister-In-Law: She's quirky and funny and has cute hair. She's the sanity to Scott's INsanity. I love Cicly!
7. My Second Sister-In-Law: She's super cool, is awesomely creative and cute. She's Mitch's best bud. I love Chelcie!
8. My Grandparents: Well I am going to have to live with them. I know they love me and are excited for me to move down. And I'll be close to my other grandparents and will make an effort to visit them. I love my Grandparents! Both Davis and Bardin!
9. My Extended Family: I love watching Aunts, Uncles, Cousins and anyone else in my family grow and become what they
10. Kolton Mays: My missionary bud with big dreams. My first real date. My first real love. I love Kolton!
11. My Friends: My greatest buds in the whole world! They stick with me through thick and Thin and I'll stick with them! I love: Miranda, Kayla, Kaylee, Carly, Sam, Garrett, and anyone else that are my friends!
12. My Work: Burger Bar will always be with me. My first REAL job. My coworkers rock and I love them. I love the Barger Bar
13. Marvel: Creating my most favorite superheroes in the whole wide world! I love Marvel Comics!
14. Music: My muse, my inspiration. I play the guitar and the piano. Without those and my handy dandy iPod, I wouldn't have been able to survive my teen years. I love Music!

A little late Valentines sentiment I came up with. I have an even odd complex. XD I had to end with an even number. The last two are silly but mostly true. All of these people, and items, I love dearly. Love love love and more love! Happy Late Valentines Day!!!! I have included a pic of my new do! Oh and A little heart from meto you! ;)

Feeling the Wind

Aw the writer in me has presented herself yet again. As the week has passed in a good deal of time, I feel I must relate. I finally got one of my missionary's addresses. (It's the one I currently need. :D) So I happily wrote him a letter, put a Spider man sticker on the back so he'd get a giggle, and sent if off this morning. I also realized the magic word that will get me to skip any class. Subway. I am SO So So addicted to subway it isn't funny. And almost all the employees at the one by my house should almost know me. And I always get the same thing. An Italian bmt six inch on wheat with pepper jack cheese, ranch, honey mustard, olives, pickles, and banana peppers. They're just lucky I love them for having Dr. pepper too. XD But Morgan didn't want to go to seventh period and I had seminary so she said we would go to Subway and I practically yelled that I would drive. Thank goodness for sisters knowing weaknesses.