Hey there Hey!

Hey so just to update people! I got a job! I work in the education building on the second floor and it's all thanks to my neighbor across the street! Yay! Oh and I get to go home two weekends in a row! I'm so excited because for one weekend it's for my nephews baby blessing and I thought I wasn't going to be able to go but my grandparents are going and I'm hitching a ride with them! I'm so excited! Yay!

-Sigh-

Well it was Labor Day weekend. More of Do-Homework Weekend. I did the majority of it yesterday and today but I really just wanted to hang out. Which I did but it's kind of hard when most of my friends go home during the weekends. And it's even harder to find a friend to go up with me. But I do have a possibility of a job! One of the deans of education knows my grandparents and knows of my plight to get a job. So I called him and he was wondering if I was up to doing some sort of filing. When I said of course he said he would consult the office and I guess I have an interview tomorrow! He never specified time so I'm going right after my eight o'clock class that ends before nine. I'm so excited! It will only be ten hours a week but it'll give me some spending money! I got really homesick this weekend. I just wanted to drive up and see everyone but I can't. I'm not allowed to travel by myself. >.> I Think I'd be fine!!! But I can't challenge my parents wanting me to be safe. And I think that even if I tried to leave by myself, my grandparents would invite themselves along for the ride. So rather than risk the impossible I'll stick to the possible. That is if I can find a friend who wants to ride up to Roy. Most of the people here are from Cedar City, Parowan, Enoch, Brian Head, or Nevada. <.< Kind of awkward to just be like "Hey want to go to Roy?" I tried that. . . Didn't end well. Well until next time friends. . .

First Week Of School

So it came and it went and I made it! School was awesome. For the first two days I had to map out where I was going, but once I established what class I was in and where it was, it was a piece of cake. I've met a lot of friends. Two I hang out with all the time are Mary and Sara. Their awesome! ^_^ I have friends in every one of my classes and that makes me happy. The down side is that I can't find a job and if I don't get one on campus, I lose my first semester of work study! That's so gay! that thousand dollars should be mine. XD Anyways. . . Everything is going good. I'm caught up in all my classes and ahead in one. Don't ask how that happened, I was bored. Now if only I can find a job. Too bad this city practically gives work study to EVERYONE. >.<

Back To School

Well here I am back in Cedar City. I got all the classes I want, a schedule that rocks, and I'm really close to getting a job! Orientation was great and I met a couple of new friends! It seems everything is settling in. My friend Tyler got some of his roommates, Jake and Nick, and we're waiting for freshman week to start. I'm applying for a janitorial job that will work me in the morning. Evening would be good but my last class gets done at like four o'clock. Hopefully I can get this job and make arrangements! There was this job for correcting papers for a class, but you had to have had the class so that sucked. But if I don't get these jobs, I'm going to a job fair on the twenty first. Hopefully there will be something for me there. But for now, I'm really hoping to be a custodian. XD

Depressed And Angst

Why do people have to be stupid? Why does my friend who I have lived next door to and known since the fourth grade have to be immature? Why does she have to break my heart and make me want to be back in Cedar City? So depressed and it pisses me off. I need a hug but there's no one here at 11:18 at night to administer one. I want to know she acted that way. I want to know where our friendship went. I want everything to be back to normal. So many things I want but I know I won't get. I need something reassuring. Something to hold onto. Love? Different friends? Only thing I have is optimisim and Marvel Comics. Come save me Captain America, Spiderman, Iron Man, Avengers, any hero? I'm digging a hole I can climb out of.

Look at me being all emo. -_- I don't mean to be. I just want to be happy and to over with all this drama!

Any success? Maybe not but I know I can be happy without one more friend. I don't know if she was really a friend. I am not the back up. I can't come at her beck and call. Screw her. It's over. No more friendship for her.

Grrr. . . Now angst.

Great. Good Night!

My Life So Far

Here I am in Cedar City. So far I have met new relatives, traveled to St. George and Hurricane, and lounged about. I went a week without internet and now I have it thanks to my loving grandparents. I am going back up to Roy for a visit and to do a tradition thing. Roy Days is coming and I always go to the carnival with one of my friends who is like a sister to me. CARLY! :D I'm setteled for the most part in Cedar but I have been dying to go back up for this. Luckily my friends Tyler and Natalie are going up and I am hitching a ride with them up then coming back down with my mom. It's going to be a fun adventure. Well I have to go. . . Something about. . . I dunno. See ya!

Hello Cedar City!

I made it! I'm in Cedar City and school starts next month! Driving down was okay. My hand went numb a couple of times and eventually my mom took over the driving. We dropped my stuff off at my grandparents and then went straight up to my cabin! I love it, but I don't want to go back for the rest of the summer. Driving up and down constantly is kind of a pain. Oh and no cell phone service! <3 I'm just glad to now be settling down into my grandparents place now. Oh and hanging out with my friend Tyler isn't bad either. I'm hoping this experience goes well and that I don't get that much homesick. That would surely suck. Now I just need to plan when I'm coming up for visits during the holidays. Roy Days is up in the air. I hope I can come back. :S Well gotta go. Some must need things have to get done. See ya!