So I Forgot

I forgot to post on Friday! How silly of me. Well actually I really post at work and I only work two hours on Friday. Haha but anyways! Last week was such a stress induced nightmare! It all started Tuesday when I decided: "Hey, I'll put some piece of writing on a note so my friends on facebook can read!" So I write the little quip about one of my characters at a party. It was just a three paragraph thing. Oh and also on Tuesday I decided to let this boy, who tripped my twin, that he needed to apologize to her. So he says that he put his foot our and expected my sister to step over it. Well I guess she didn't! But the thing that got me angry was that this kid didn't apologize or help my sister up! She was close to tears! So that's why I said that I BELIEVED that he should apologize. He didn't know that I was being serious so when I told him that he was in college and to grow up, he got furious. He went on a rampage saying that I was immature for DEMANDING him to do something and how my sister should talk to him about it. Then he called me self righteous and said that I had a "holier-than-thou" personality. So I told him that I was sorry that I popped his perfect little world and that I ruined his perfect little fantasy called life! I mean come on! This kid is an anti-social know-it-all who cuts himself. I'm not going to let him get me down. Not saying that during this whole thing I didn't feel guilty. I did. I felt so bad that he got angry but then I didn't care! But anyways! I went to church on Sunday only to find that it was Ward Conference. I don't really remember going to ward conference when I was younger. Conference of any kind always meant: Stay Home. So I went only because I had to pay tithing and I planned on sneaking off after sacrament. Then a girl named Jamie came up to me and invited me to come and sit with her and a few other girls. Needless to say I stayed the whole three hours of church, smiling ear-to-ear because I was sitting with friends! It made me so happy and I really want to go to Family Home Evening with my ward. If everything goes well I mean. Haha well there's my update. Oh good news: I got a 93% on my first math test! :D Now I hope that I pass my chemistry test! Wish me luck!

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Yes that is how I feel. My weeks seem to be running in together and all I seem to do is work and school. But I love them both so that should keep me happy right? Well no. Last semester I had this groove I guess. I would work only Tuesdays and Thursdays and then hang out with friends during my breaks. Then every Wednesday and Friday I would go over to my friend Tyler's apartment and hang out with him and his awesome roommates. But he moved so now I don't go over there. :( And I really don't hang out. It think the bad thing is is that I live with my grandparents. I moved from one authority to a stricter old fashion one. It's so odd and my grandma is slowly losing her memory and so I have learned a great deal of patience. But I feel so low and out of luck right now. What am I to do? I really need to make time to hang with friends but it's really hard to manage my time right now. Monday's through Thursday's I'm on campus until five o'clock. Who wants to hang out after then? And plus that right when my staunch grandmother decides to serve dinner so if I'm a little late, after five thirty, she gets all hissy and tries to figure where I am. Sometimes it's hard and I wonder what my grandparents are going to do when I move out. Don't get me wrong, I love that they are letting me stay at their house during my first year of college, but now I'm tired of it. I'm all grand-parented out! I really need to find some time to hang with friends. Well there's a gymnastics meet tonight so I'm hoping to get some friends to go with me. And I have my Saturday Marvel Ultimate Alliance game time with Mary. But right now that's all I have to look forward to. Oh well. Wish me luck for some better weeks!

Going Home for a Long Weekend

Yay long weekend! Yay for going home! This time will be different because I'm driving by myself! I'm kind of nervous yet kind of excited! This should be a good experience for me! I've made an awesome playlist and can't wait to try it out on the open road. So what's new for this college student? Nothing really! Haha. Had you going right? No all this week I've been doing nothing but work. I'm on campus from like eight, or nine, in the morning until five everyday but Friday. Working and juggling classes. All day yesterday I spent work time just rewriting my chemistry notes! Man that took forever! Then in Creative Writing I'm supposed to be writing a haiku everyday and three things about faces, lights, and gestures. EVERY DAY. It's kind of a hassle but I think I'm getting along fine. You know right until I have that breakdown right in the middle of the semester! :D Right now I just want it to be two o'clock so I can finally head home! I'd skip Chemistry, but I'm afraid I'd miss too much explanation and get lost on the next quiz and test. Oh what's a girl to do? I guess I'll just sit here at work and day dream about my drive. Better yet. . . I'll just write some random story on the Word Processor! Yay! Have a good weekend everyone!

The New Semester

So here I am back in Cedar City and so far it's so boring! All I do is work and go to school. Last semester I had some free time and I spent it with some friends during school, but now I really don't have that time. Every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday I'm done with classes at one. Tuesdays I have Math for two hours (Not consecutively) and a two hour Chemistry Lab. That day I'm done at five. On Thursdays I have two math classes and I'm done at three. Now throw work into it. I work on campus so I work during the breaks between my classes. This semester I was approved to work twenty hours! (Last semester I could only work ten to twelve) So now everyday I am on campus from like eight to five or ten to five. So I'll be making some more money but I really don't have a life. :D But I love my job! That's all I can ask for. Now to another thing. I AM SO LONELY! I spend all my time at my grandparents house. It'll be so much easier when I get an apartment next fall. I don't know what it is, but I'm having a somewhat hard time making friends. But it'll get better. I hope. Well better luck next week!

New Year's Resolutions

1. I promise to write on my blog every Friday.
2. I resolve to lose some weight.
3. I will buy more comics books to add to my slowly growing collection.
4. I will go to church every Sunday and be a good little church girl. :)
5. I resolve to get an apartment for next fall.

There are many more little promises to myself that I am making but those seem to be the biggest one. Especially number five. I think it would be better to live in an apartment and I have applied for Scholarship housing. And if I don't get that, it won't be a problem because there are other places I am looking to move into. College way for instance. I have been losing some wieght due to the fact that I park as far away as possible but I could do more. Moving down to Cedar City has been good for my spiritual self so I really do want to go to church more. And comic books. Does anyone really need to ask?

I have spent almost three weeks at home for winter break and have loved it. I got some awesome stuff for Christmas and have hit some awesome sales. Among the things I got was the new updated and expanded Marvel Encyclopedia. It has everything new and the updates are Amazing. I can't believe how awesome it is. But now it's New Years Eve and I head back to Cedar City on Sunday and then start the new semester on Monday. Here's to an awesome new year and an awesome new semester!

And Now It's Over!

It is! The first semester of my college life is over. Through the stressful times, the happy times, and the counting down of days I have managed to get to the end. All I have to do now is take my finals and wait for my mom, dad, and twin sister to come pick me up next Saturday! Christmas break is going to be so amazing! Three weeks of being a bum at my house. Of course I've offered to help Cicily with the children, offered my mom some help at her school, and hang out with frieds. Throw in some visiting with old teachers and it is going to be awesome! I can't wait for Christmas this year! I'm applying for scholarship housing! My stay at my grandparents house I guess was only for a year so I thought I'd apply for some free housing! :D Cross your fingers that I get it!

One Giant Headache

It started November 2nd when I had my Advising meeting. I was told to register on the 4th so I was content with that. I had all my classes picked out and knew what teachers I wanted. The headache of course started that Friday before because I was so worried about getting my classes. It got worse on Tuesday when I saw the limited seats in my English 2010 class. I panicked and began to come up with back up plans. The only way I saw myself getting into that class was if I stayed up until midnight to register. Too bad my English class was full as of two o'clock that same Tuesday. So defeated and exhausted, I still registered at midnight and settled for a English 2020 class which is Creative Writing. Ever since then I've been one big mess. Something goes wrong here and then another thing goes wrong there. I'm forced to make decisions I don't want to make and I'm forced to go places I don't want to go. I can't sleep and calling family has gotten limited. I just feel like no one is really listening to me and right now in this crucial stage of my college life, I need it. To make matters worse, I'm always rushed and I'm hitting the good old soda really hard. I don't know if I can survive two weeks, and if I do, I wonder if I'll be a mess when I go home. Why can't Thanksgiving break be a week earlier? Why can't I go home this weekend to get things fixed? Why can't it just all be over?