Coming Home

So this was the most awesomness three day weekend ever! I finally drove back home! Yay me! It was fun and really fast but Traffic in Salt Lake was awful! Why are people such bone heads when they drive on the freeway? It's not thath ard to 1. follow the speed limit, 2. Not get on my a**, and 3. change lanes when they're supposed to! Gall! Anyways! Saturday I went to the movies with my mom! And then me, my sister Morgan, and my parents went to Red Lobster for our birthday dinner, even though my birthday is next week! :D But food was awesome! Then on Sunday I went to Lagoon with Morgan and my friend Meranda. It was fun and really hot we all gota little sick. And now today I am heading home, but I was able to hang out with my otehr friend Kaylee and go to breakfast and go to my mom's class! Weekend well spent. Now if only I can get out of here! XD

Something Random

Hey! Haven't been on in a while, but here's some updates. I've been having an awesome time at SUU and can't believe that the semester is almost over! Overall I THINK I'm doing well in my classes, I just don't know how to check my grades yet. I have a job working in the college of Education in a place called the Production Center. I basically babysit a room and make sure people sign in or use the right stuff. But it's a job and I'm actually liking it! I get to do my homework and play on fancy Mac computers. Oh! I asked a boy out for the first time just for kicks and giggles. I wanted to go to a free movie the school was showing but it was a scary movie and he didn't really like scary movies. But I didn't care if he wanted to go or not. I was just so proud that I asked! :D Yay! Anyways things are going really well and I can't wait to go up to Roy next weekend! I get to see a baby blessing and see all my family again! Everything is going swell! Well, until next time! ^_^

Hey there Hey!

Hey so just to update people! I got a job! I work in the education building on the second floor and it's all thanks to my neighbor across the street! Yay! Oh and I get to go home two weekends in a row! I'm so excited because for one weekend it's for my nephews baby blessing and I thought I wasn't going to be able to go but my grandparents are going and I'm hitching a ride with them! I'm so excited! Yay!

-Sigh-

Well it was Labor Day weekend. More of Do-Homework Weekend. I did the majority of it yesterday and today but I really just wanted to hang out. Which I did but it's kind of hard when most of my friends go home during the weekends. And it's even harder to find a friend to go up with me. But I do have a possibility of a job! One of the deans of education knows my grandparents and knows of my plight to get a job. So I called him and he was wondering if I was up to doing some sort of filing. When I said of course he said he would consult the office and I guess I have an interview tomorrow! He never specified time so I'm going right after my eight o'clock class that ends before nine. I'm so excited! It will only be ten hours a week but it'll give me some spending money! I got really homesick this weekend. I just wanted to drive up and see everyone but I can't. I'm not allowed to travel by myself. >.> I Think I'd be fine!!! But I can't challenge my parents wanting me to be safe. And I think that even if I tried to leave by myself, my grandparents would invite themselves along for the ride. So rather than risk the impossible I'll stick to the possible. That is if I can find a friend who wants to ride up to Roy. Most of the people here are from Cedar City, Parowan, Enoch, Brian Head, or Nevada. <.< Kind of awkward to just be like "Hey want to go to Roy?" I tried that. . . Didn't end well. Well until next time friends. . .

First Week Of School

So it came and it went and I made it! School was awesome. For the first two days I had to map out where I was going, but once I established what class I was in and where it was, it was a piece of cake. I've met a lot of friends. Two I hang out with all the time are Mary and Sara. Their awesome! ^_^ I have friends in every one of my classes and that makes me happy. The down side is that I can't find a job and if I don't get one on campus, I lose my first semester of work study! That's so gay! that thousand dollars should be mine. XD Anyways. . . Everything is going good. I'm caught up in all my classes and ahead in one. Don't ask how that happened, I was bored. Now if only I can find a job. Too bad this city practically gives work study to EVERYONE. >.<

Back To School

Well here I am back in Cedar City. I got all the classes I want, a schedule that rocks, and I'm really close to getting a job! Orientation was great and I met a couple of new friends! It seems everything is settling in. My friend Tyler got some of his roommates, Jake and Nick, and we're waiting for freshman week to start. I'm applying for a janitorial job that will work me in the morning. Evening would be good but my last class gets done at like four o'clock. Hopefully I can get this job and make arrangements! There was this job for correcting papers for a class, but you had to have had the class so that sucked. But if I don't get these jobs, I'm going to a job fair on the twenty first. Hopefully there will be something for me there. But for now, I'm really hoping to be a custodian. XD

Depressed And Angst

Why do people have to be stupid? Why does my friend who I have lived next door to and known since the fourth grade have to be immature? Why does she have to break my heart and make me want to be back in Cedar City? So depressed and it pisses me off. I need a hug but there's no one here at 11:18 at night to administer one. I want to know she acted that way. I want to know where our friendship went. I want everything to be back to normal. So many things I want but I know I won't get. I need something reassuring. Something to hold onto. Love? Different friends? Only thing I have is optimisim and Marvel Comics. Come save me Captain America, Spiderman, Iron Man, Avengers, any hero? I'm digging a hole I can climb out of.

Look at me being all emo. -_- I don't mean to be. I just want to be happy and to over with all this drama!

Any success? Maybe not but I know I can be happy without one more friend. I don't know if she was really a friend. I am not the back up. I can't come at her beck and call. Screw her. It's over. No more friendship for her.

Grrr. . . Now angst.

Great. Good Night!