First Week Of School

So it came and it went and I made it! School was awesome. For the first two days I had to map out where I was going, but once I established what class I was in and where it was, it was a piece of cake. I've met a lot of friends. Two I hang out with all the time are Mary and Sara. Their awesome! ^_^ I have friends in every one of my classes and that makes me happy. The down side is that I can't find a job and if I don't get one on campus, I lose my first semester of work study! That's so gay! that thousand dollars should be mine. XD Anyways. . . Everything is going good. I'm caught up in all my classes and ahead in one. Don't ask how that happened, I was bored. Now if only I can find a job. Too bad this city practically gives work study to EVERYONE. >.<

Back To School

Well here I am back in Cedar City. I got all the classes I want, a schedule that rocks, and I'm really close to getting a job! Orientation was great and I met a couple of new friends! It seems everything is settling in. My friend Tyler got some of his roommates, Jake and Nick, and we're waiting for freshman week to start. I'm applying for a janitorial job that will work me in the morning. Evening would be good but my last class gets done at like four o'clock. Hopefully I can get this job and make arrangements! There was this job for correcting papers for a class, but you had to have had the class so that sucked. But if I don't get these jobs, I'm going to a job fair on the twenty first. Hopefully there will be something for me there. But for now, I'm really hoping to be a custodian. XD

Depressed And Angst

Why do people have to be stupid? Why does my friend who I have lived next door to and known since the fourth grade have to be immature? Why does she have to break my heart and make me want to be back in Cedar City? So depressed and it pisses me off. I need a hug but there's no one here at 11:18 at night to administer one. I want to know she acted that way. I want to know where our friendship went. I want everything to be back to normal. So many things I want but I know I won't get. I need something reassuring. Something to hold onto. Love? Different friends? Only thing I have is optimisim and Marvel Comics. Come save me Captain America, Spiderman, Iron Man, Avengers, any hero? I'm digging a hole I can climb out of.

Look at me being all emo. -_- I don't mean to be. I just want to be happy and to over with all this drama!

Any success? Maybe not but I know I can be happy without one more friend. I don't know if she was really a friend. I am not the back up. I can't come at her beck and call. Screw her. It's over. No more friendship for her.

Grrr. . . Now angst.

Great. Good Night!

My Life So Far

Here I am in Cedar City. So far I have met new relatives, traveled to St. George and Hurricane, and lounged about. I went a week without internet and now I have it thanks to my loving grandparents. I am going back up to Roy for a visit and to do a tradition thing. Roy Days is coming and I always go to the carnival with one of my friends who is like a sister to me. CARLY! :D I'm setteled for the most part in Cedar but I have been dying to go back up for this. Luckily my friends Tyler and Natalie are going up and I am hitching a ride with them up then coming back down with my mom. It's going to be a fun adventure. Well I have to go. . . Something about. . . I dunno. See ya!

Hello Cedar City!

I made it! I'm in Cedar City and school starts next month! Driving down was okay. My hand went numb a couple of times and eventually my mom took over the driving. We dropped my stuff off at my grandparents and then went straight up to my cabin! I love it, but I don't want to go back for the rest of the summer. Driving up and down constantly is kind of a pain. Oh and no cell phone service! <3 I'm just glad to now be settling down into my grandparents place now. Oh and hanging out with my friend Tyler isn't bad either. I'm hoping this experience goes well and that I don't get that much homesick. That would surely suck. Now I just need to plan when I'm coming up for visits during the holidays. Roy Days is up in the air. I hope I can come back. :S Well gotta go. Some must need things have to get done. See ya!

Packing For SUU

So here I am, about to leave in a week, and I have started my packing. When I say packing I mean big mess! My room has never looked so dirty, except perhaps not since Morgan and I shared the room. It's weird looking through all my old junior and high school stuff. It's all random and all over the place and today I get to work on throwing things away. As I was packing my books and movies and multiple games, I came to one problem. What am I going to do with all my comic books? No not stupid little animes, I mean the awesome stuff. Captain America, Batman, and Superman, all in a tiny box I received during Christmas. It's just one of the many speed bumps in my packing schedule. Not to mention the stress! This week is my last week at work and at home. I'm going to miss a lot of people. All my family and friends. But I'm way excited to move!!! :D

Update!

So here I am, talking about what I have been through. My "scheduled" cycle has hit. FOUR DAYS OF CRAMPS! It has sucked so bad that I want it to be over! Seriously, yesterday I was close to tears. But hey! The doctor says that I should function normally after this. I'm going to have a few bad ones but normal! Work has been going good. Except for the total attitude I gave to one of my supervisors on Saturday. I felt so bad that I was again close to tears. Hopefully I'll get a chance to apologize. Now all I have to do is start packing for my move. It's going to be a chore but I can't wait! :D